Wednesday, May 27, 2009

JUST ANOTHER DAY...........

It’s a new day…I am telling my self, but it just does not seem so….what’s with me, why am I like this? Just the beginning of the day and my thoughts are not too bright…I am sure this day is going to be longer than others.

I am focusing only on the gray in my life…....the gray like the cloudy weather shall pass on too and my energy, my flexibility shall come back, I tell myself.…I look around and I see only the withered tree, I look at my bedside table and see the withered rose from yesterday…...guess my lousy mood has come to stay for the day…

I try hard to smile it away…I look at the pictures of my children, randomly placed all over the house, snatches of the years gone by… …my moods I am trying to balance, trying to cross of the bad, the negative, trying to find something to smile, my thoughts waver….so I put on music……they say music provides you power…but here I am connecting my mood to the verses…..I am tired, miserable and edgy…the perfect person to stay away from, says my Husband .

I decide I shall be a couch potato today, so do some channel surfing…I look at the screen all pensive and in a vacant mood…. and see our PM…...poor guy he too is struggling to smile… what with all the arm twisting, he is surrounded by the so called selfless wanting to serve the country till their selfish needs, dreams, aspirations are met….These parties full of individuals, have been talking of bringing about positive changes in the country, but not in themselves. ..….I switch channels, and start viewing Hanstey Raho….and I finally smile when I hear….”People are taking their comedians seriously and the politicians as a joke”

7 comments:

Chrysalis said...

Poonam ji: I have such days too when my husband and children don't want to be around me. But since my kids keep me on my toes all the sorrows come tumbling down in the night when they sleep and I have time to ponder.
I sure your phase shall pass too. Keep yourself busy and wishing tons of happy thoughts your way.

(BTW loved the comparison with Manmohan Singh and the state of our politicians ...so true)

Just call me 'A' said...

ha ha ha..that last line did make me smile.
we're all allowed a gray day once in a while. :)

Indyeah said...

these days come...I think..because it is necessary, required almost

so that one ponders, so that family knows that this too is 'you' and they love this person too..as much as the other you on different days..


This too is part of you is it not?




((((((((((((hugs))))))))))



PS:-The last line made me smile:))

N said...

once in a while i think its cool to indulge ourselves in the grey areas. but its important to rise up and not stay down too long. so yeah, spend a day on the couch but drag urself out and do something fun the next day.

Piper .. said...

Hey Mam, how have you been? Just dropped in to say hello. Shall go over the posts I`ve missed, soon.

limenlemons said...

ps - i moved

N

Indyeah said...

come dear friend :) come and see what I have to share....it doesnt feel the same without your quiet presence...
.missed your presence :) where are you?:) how are you?
(((hugs)))
god bless you and yours...
have a beautiful year ahead :)